Friday, June 23, 2006
Thursday, June 22, 2006
wots going on like bonny lad.....
There seems to have been lots going on in life generally recently, which now needs to die down after this weekend.
Finally I have started doing another play. In reality I should be getting involved with the
Friday, June 16, 2006
A Big Church
The criticisms aren't particularly very clear to be fair but one is about a rock "culture" and if anyone is familiar with Hillsongs and so forth then you will be getting somewhat of an image of what I mean. So I will use Hillsongs as a reference point although in truth don't have any gripes about it.
I read somewhere recently that Hillsongs London have a team of a 1000 people (a 1000 - really??) simply dedicated to transforming the London Dominion theatre into a church and back to theatre at a weekend. Wait a moment, I will try and find the link....
Here we go .... http://www.hillsong.co.uk/london/home.asp.
Neither am I sure I have a problem with this in truth, but I struggle why church has to be done in a theatre like this, possibly at great expense (maybe not) and at great effort.
Thinking about it, my main issue with a large church is being established and maybe its a selfish thing. I lead worship in a church and consider it a priveledge - and I do it a reasonable amount. However I know that if there were lots of other competent worship leaders around, then I would be doing it less. If I were to join a large church where people were very skilled I suspect I wouldn't cut the mustard and not be able to be part of the worship, simply because I am not good enough in terms of skill.
I would hope then that my skills would be used in cell group / home groups or something like that, but in truth I am a person who likes performing in front of a larger audience. Not that leading worship is performing in a sense of "hey look at me" but there is a greater amount of pressure and nerve needed as the audience size grows. So leading worship at a smaller level, although good, possibly wouldn't hold the attraction it has. I guess that could be wrong of me and not very humble, but its honest.
I do enjoy leading worship at a small group, thats cool. But if thats all I was doing then I think I would slowly become frustrated.
The other thing (and the last thing as I am horribly rambling) is that a large church means you never get to know a majority of people as its impossible. The people at the "top" running church become somewhat divorced from the people at the "bottom" making tea and coffee. (I use top and bottom in a heriachical format because its easier to demonstrate although I don't like classifying people like this. In my mind someone who cleans the toilet is just as important as the preacher - one cannot do without the other). But there is a seperation occurs I believe from the leader and the non leader.
Anyway enough there for a pyschologist to examine and probably determine some issue of leadership and self righteousness or something. Champion
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Updates
Apologies for the lack of posts. I have been away on business for a little while, leading worship at a conference in London for CoE Lay Readers and Max has been unwell.
Back to normal for a week and then off on Business again.
Just a reminder that I have another blog which I occasionally post to which is my photo blog. http://viewed.blogspot.com
Cheers
Dave